It's the darkest time of the year and I should be more sleepy than usual. But no: even last night, after two doses of melatonin, I kept waking up every two hours. In the morning I simply gave up and got up. And yes, I feel horribly tired. I'm just not sleeping.
This is different kind of sleeplessness than before. I am in a way more calm (see previous entry), but at the same time I have no energy. I do the bare minimum and that's it. Too bad it seems to apply to sleeping as well. Last weekend I thought "well isn't this great, I have the whole Friday - Saturday night for myself and my bed."
I was up by 9 a.m Saturday morning. And I didn't feel rested at all.
Saturday was all for football, beer, a pre-X-mas party and meeting friends, so that night doesn't really count. You would think that Sunday night I'd be in bed by 21h.
Stayed up until midnight, hovering between conscious, sleep and dreams. Got up at seven after waking three times during the night.
This is clearly not fair. It's dark. I want more sleep. (Bon Iver's Calgary dreams to follow:)
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